June 2012
46 posts
WHY GOD?!! WHY WHY WHY...?
Me: God, can I ask You a question?
God: Sure
Me: Promise You won't get mad
...
God: I promise
Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do u mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start
God: Okay
Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
God: Huummm
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one
of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed)
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
Me (embarrassed): Okay
God: Your phone went dead bcuz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm Sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me.... in All things , the Good & the bad.
Me: I will trust You.
God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children...
Someone said: “Sure, do it like before..”
liferiding:
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
Do you know how hard i’m trying to hide my feel?
Do you know how big my efforts to keep the thing that happens between us?
Do you know how difficult to stay away while actually we were being together?
Do you know how sick to stay while actually i’m hurt?
Do you know how can i hide my jealousy?
Do you know how can i hide this pain?
DON’T...
“We often fool ourselves and say that it’s love only cause when it’s gone we end...”
– MYMP - Set You Free
Usher - Separated
If love was a bird, then we wouldn’t have wings If love was a sky, we’d be blue If love was a choir, you and I could never sing Cause love isn’t for me and you If love was an Oscar, you and I could never win Cause we can never act out our parts If love is the Bible, then we are lost in sin Because its not in our hearts So why don’t you go your way And I’ll go mine...
“I’m just listening some lullaby in the afternoon. It’s weird for...”
Only When You're Lonely
Here I am again doing things I said that I wouldn’t do It’s 3am and I’m rushing out the door to see you Waiting all day, but now you wanna call me Why do you do this to me all the time? After all the things you put me through, still I come right back But now I know the truth, I can finally see You only want me when you’re lonely If I say I’m gonna leave, that’s...
Sekarang aku benar-benar yakin. Ngga tau kenapa tapi aku yakin banget. Tuhan selalu ada buatku sekarang. Tuhan selalu membisikan suatu kata-kata yang membuatku bangkit dari semua yang membuatku jatuh. Semua ini karena Tuhan. Sekarang aku yakin dan yakin. Aku menjadi pribadi yang kuat sekarang, dimana aku bisa tenang kalo udah bisa ngomong sama Tuhan dan cerita semuanya sama Tuhan. Support, doa,...
“Tuhan, ampuni dia. Mungkin dia membutuhkannya dibanding aku. Tuhan, Engkau yang...”
Bridge of Light
When you think Hope is lost And giving up Is all you got, And blue turns black, Your confidence is cracked, There seems no turning back from here Sometimes there isn’t an obvious explanation Why the holiest stars can feel the strongest palpitations That’s when you can build a bridge of light, That’s what turns the wrong so right That’s when you can’t give up the fight...
